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▸ fresh start. ... ♬
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
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I decided to let go of something very important to me, something that is a big part of my life. I came into that decision because it gives me pain everyday. I realized that I should give something for myself. Time. More love. Much care. For myself. It hurts to say goodbye. IT HURTS. It was so painful leaving him like that. I know that he's weak right now. I was always there for him. But if it continues to be like that, it would become more painful for me.
I needed this time. So that I could forget the pain. So I will be okay. I will be ready to face all the situations in time. I know that he still feels something for me. But because of some other factors that arose, I don't really know if it's right, if it's right for me to stay. I wanted to help him all the way. But I need to help myself too. I love him still. And as I said, we both need this.
Maybe later, we'll find each other together again or maybe not. I just wish us both happiness and I hope he'll be fine. God bless us both.
* I just need to get this off my chest but he will always have my heart. *
