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▸ SEMBREAK! ... ♬
Thursday, October 13, 2011
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I know I've abandoned you my dear blog. I am so sorry. I was so preoccupied with things lately. I'll talk about all of it later :) Mwaaaaa!
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
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OH LORD. Help me move on and let go, to accept things that are at hand. I still cry and I don't know what to do, I don't know where to start.
I want him back. So bad. :( But it would take another's happiness away. LORD. :( What to do? :((
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Saturday, September 24, 2011
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YES, :( I don't want to be the broken-hearted girl...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXmUYdOVJtc&feature=related
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh
I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
A night with the best sister ever: IVY KRISTINE "Kate" COPIA ( not my sister biologically, but she always had been there for me, being my elder sister. )
We ate dinner together at Kabab. Then we went to a KTV and sang for an hour. Walked around the streets and talked about some things. It's been like almost two weeks that I haven't felt anyone's presence around me literally that shows comfort and gives me security and also assures that I will soon be alright until tonight.
She's the best ever. I don't know what to do if not for her, I don't know if I'd be thinking positively ahead if not because of her.
I can't thank her enough. She had been always there and was always willing to give time for me. Just when I needed it.
I'm planning to sing this song and make a video of it when I GET BETTER.
But I'm not yet okay.
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▸ and nobody knows it but me... ... ♬
Friday, September 23, 2011
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I don't know if I'd be able to share what recently happened. But I totally feel like I'm in hell right now. Everything's so painful. EVERYTHING.
This song. My current song..
:((((
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Wednesday, September 21, 2011
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AND I LOST. All over again.. :(
Help me Lord.
